Tales from a "Schizophrenic" Mind - 3rd Edition - Chapter 1

Chapter One - The Case for the Spirit World

Proving that the spirit world (and God) exists has been a preoccupation of many individuals over history. As shown by Rene Descartes, a priori, all we can prove is that “I” exist. Not being as stringent as Descartes, I will attempt to prove that the spirit world exists and surrounds the unsuspecting population of humanity.

Since I experience the “spirit world” on a daily basis I will admit I am severely biased as to the reality of spirits and “other worldly forces” in our daily lives. One of my experiences has to do with possession by a “good spirit.” I was sitting peaceably at the local bar of the Hooters restaurant in Hamilton, Ontario and another patron who I had never seen before “took a swing” at me. Before I knew what was going on I had lifted my left arm up to “catch” his fist in mid swing. I did this with no conscious effort on my part. I did not even see the punch coming and I had “magically” blocked it. I have on occasion experienced temporary “possession” of my limbs before but this was an “in my face” example of possession, but in a good way. The patron refrained from attacking me further after the block and shortly left the restaurant. I would argue that this experience proves the existence of the spirit world and “angels” among us.

I have lived with “schizophrenia” for just over a decade, and the spirit world is very real to me, although an often complex and confusing place. Often times it seems as a duality in which the spirit world reflects, but does not exactly match the “reality” that we all live in. Persons that I meet in the real world often have an accompanying spirit that lives on the astral plane that I communicate with. I can understand why other schizophrenics find “reality” confusing when experiencing these two worlds simultaneously.

Here I will go over two subtypes of schizophrenia and attempt to explain them from the perspective of a patient. Two different subtypes are: paranoid and catatonic schizophrenia. In paranoid schizophrenia we have supposed persecutory (paranoid) delusions, such as being investigated by the police/FBI/CIA etc. I would argue that these feelings are real and correct, however they are only “real” on the spiritual planes, not the physical plane. I have been investigated (and cleared) by the Hamilton police force on a number of occasions for criminal activity, but this was on the astral plane only. For the new schizophrenic (“newbie”) it gets confusing as to what is “real” and what is on the spiritual planes only. You can also run into many “undercover” police officers who are actually another physical life of a “real” police officer, or a “volunteer” of sorts for the police force. I was actually considered (at the spiritual level) for undercover police work as a volunteer but that never panned out. It was somewhat similar to the “angel network” where you listen for instructions from your “commander” and perform some good deed for others. I was also “investigated” by the local Hamilton Mob, for initiation into joining their ranks (they are interested in the esoteric), but I declined saying I didn't want to choose between the two (the police and/or Mob) but hoped they could act as a “family.” Moving on to catatonic schizophrenia, I have experienced times where I was “asked” by my “spirit guides” to not move, or in essence act “catatonic” due to some work “the spirits” were doing using my “control point.” At the spiritual level a “control center” is somehow attached to your DNA but for the control center to work you cannot move, or the spirit controller has to “recalibrate” in order to continue their “work.” I was a controller at a universal level, and for various reasons at times was used by “controlling” spirits to affect Creation. I have found that many schizophrenic patients are “controllers” at one level or another. There was some discussion among the spirits as to whether it was better to get me into the psychiatric ward so I could lie in bed all day and let the spirits do their work, I declined the invite to the hospital however and the spirits would just have to “recalibrate” from time to time.

Continuing along this line, some of the symptoms of schizophrenia are: delusions of reference, delusions of control, and grandiose delusions. For delusions of reference, I have experienced this, for example the number 666 coming up on the local convenience store cash register ($6.66) warning me about a particular person that it was not in my best interest to continue seeing them. This stuff is very real, but often only on the spiritual plane where we are attempted to be “reached” by the spirits who know we are listening. I like to say, “Creation is more complex than the human mind is meant to deal with” and delusions of reference is one example of this. My understanding is that the “timelines” can be changed and/or your specific “frequency” that puts you on a specific physical plane can be changed in order to “send a message” of this nature. For delusions of control, this also has a very real affect on people and I have experienced this. The spirits have the ability to insert thoughts into me (a form of possession) and also take away thoughts that I might have. For example I might think of something, but it is immediately removed from my short-term memory so I can't for the life of me remember what I had just been thinking. When this happens I often “see” a spirit with a “brush” wiping away part of my memory, like they are cleaning off a chalkboard at a local public school. For grandiose delusions it can be confusing but many people out there have multiple physical lives (called soul fractions) and this can be confusing to someone who is “open” (IE open to listening to the spirits on multiple spiritual planes that exist), so if someone believes they are “the king of England” they might have actually been, though in a previous life, or even in a parallel universe. It is amazing to me how few “spirit families” there actually are, and many people are spiritually related even though they may not be physically related. For example I am told that there are only a few billion unique spirits in the universe (many are “fractions” to the point that some souls have over a million lives on earth, the main one is known to me as the “Troy's”). It is important for the schizophrenic person to realize that the spiritual planes can be very different from reality, and they should “limit” their influence by the “spiritual planes” so that they don't overly affect their physical life. We are generally not meant to be “open” or not being aware of our previous spiritual existence, and because of this amnesia we live our day to day physical life in a sort of ignorant bliss of the evil spirits that can surround us. This amnesia can however be disrupted by evil spirits forcing the issue and attacking the physical life in multiple ways, such as poisoning people at the spiritual level for instance.