Making Sense - emotion as a programming language - part 2

Man I am waking up with a caffeine withdrawal headache, it never quite fades, may have to give it rest and allow this to come more slowly. What’s the rush? Ha ha discovery is the rush, or perhaps that is just an excuse to stay and play in the mind field.

So yesterday we toyed with the idea of memory as a kind of tension or density.
“Past and future tense” - relax to return to now?
Ok lets do some funky biology (full credit and zero blame must go to Antonio Damasio - damn, Italian is sexy language)

A cell could be seen as the life support system for its membrane
The membrane is what interacts with its surroundings
It allows and it exudes
It can open or close
It can even set conditions for when it does both
Is it self programmable or merely adapting to its environment?
Where is the drive,
the ROM memory, that keeps it alive
the desire to feed, procreate and survive?

The original genome, or perhaps it is innate
The energy of the cosmos is doing something
That thing it would appear is biodiversity
Massive exponential increase in relationship

More and more layers, more and more players
More steps for the electrons to jump
Before the balance of stillness can be reached.

Isn’t it odd that density is how differentiation is achieved?
All the beautiful contrast, vibrating to unique frequencies
Each fresh manifestation creates a new kind of turbulence
With that a fresh opportunity for a new kind of relationship.
Fractal division, the path that negative is compelled to take
To find its positive partner expands as entropy demands.

Ok we’re are in really in DEEP SPACE now ha ha
We were supposed to examine trust, but I wanted to set the stage,
before we rattle that particular cage

Membrane is a skin, the expression from within.
It’s circumstances can alter its circumference (hee hee, see what I did there?)
Where it frequents, its frequency (oh thats really bad)
All determined by its memory (better)

So memory is creation (I am not a creationist even when I have had too much spirit)
Creation it would seem is either moving in the direction of expansive diversification - the flow
Or the removal of layers of complexity, the short circuiting of relationship.
The massive release of all that trapped energy,
As it rushes back to entropy (sorry If I just murdered the science here, I dont know anything about this at all) -** the ebb**

"The memories we choose to hold within in our tissues, will determine which of these possibilities become our issues".
We can either embody flow or ebb

More likely both
We either short
Or we go long
But truly to even have a choice we would have to first understand that there is one.
For if we are not even aware that we can play a role in this universal game
Then we are doomed to be but pieces
In the Pawn industry (ok so that was really bad)

Assuming I still have a skerick of yours, let’s have another crack at trust, next time - I totally lost the plot today (again).
Hope your enjoying the ride of your life, I am =8-P

reckon another coffee will help?