Dear @nikv, I am grateful for the kindness and sensitivity in your message.
Generally I tend to be very strong, but there are so many people suffering here and my spirits plummets.
I also believe that in some countries the situation is worse, because violence or natural catastrophes are added.
The flow of my words has been overwhelmed by the impression that some recent suicides have caused me.
Let's hope that everything bad happens soon
Thank you.