KEEP YOUR SECRET NOT EVERYONE THAT SMILE WITH YOU WANTS THE BEST FOR YOU.

It is not everyone that laughs or smile with you that wants the best for you, it is not everything that happens in your life, Relationship or Courtship that you must talk about. Some things are better kept confidential, If you don't know how to control your mouth you will end up giving the unfriendly friends evidence to celebrate your weakness. The unfriendly friends will believe in rumors but only your real friends will believe in you.
Any Relationship or Courtship that lacks confidentiality is like a movie Script given to a producer to seek for Actress or Actors to display to the Public.
However, in a Relationship or Courtship confidentiality is simply defined as keeping your secret. It is good for you to know that most things you're passing through are caused by the so called "best friends". They are the unfriendly friends, most times they pretend to care, they will tell you what others are saying against you but they will not say the ones they said.
This is the reason why you must not carry everybody along in the race of Building Friendship, Relationship or Courtship and you must not say everything out.
It is called relationship so in the process of 'relating' there may be issues and you have to consider Individual Differences.
If you can't sort your issue out, I'll say that you're not matured to establish a relationship.
The only best friend you have is you, and nobody can love you more than you love yourself.