i havent logged in in over a week , i see my account value and my vote value and i can kinda see how its been ... from almost 0.06 to nearly not dividable 0.04 in a week ? i wish someone would have the formula there ... well i do, cos i have the algorithm to show me the exact value down to the 12th digit and i see only 10% decrease in a week but thats a lot more decrease on my vote value so i must be missing some financial wizard thing here. Mt. Gox did a funny to,, years and years i hear nothing, last week there's a mail in my inbox ... all in japanese ... so i guess i could get my 1.5 mined BTC i had back then back ... but at prices back then i hear, i wouldnt get any damage for the money i couldnt make because of it ... so even if microsoft didnt ban my login .. which i dont have anymore and even if i did i wouldnt have the email anymore i couldnt even apply for it because i thought the suit was pretty much dead since after the first postcards i received when the fucker ran off with the money i heard nothing, i know law is slow but this ?

the $500 would be a what ? 0.005 increase in vote power here ? but it would be something, right :p

its not very motivational to put effort into it like this but i guess theres only one thing to do : keep going ... gives me time to reply hahah

mh , i dont even know what exactly is on poloniex but it wont be more than a few ETC worth anyway ... didnt know that was goldman sachs btw, but i guess that means they will at least not run off with it HAHA, what i do know is that for the time ive been registered there steem and sbd "wallets" havent worked ... where the idea was to catch the overflow to get a little bit of other currencies gradually, that kinda makes it expensive if i have to pass through another exchange to exhange steem for btc then btc for something else on poloniex : double fee and even IF, at current prices its just not worth exchanging

double whammey, i wish i could say i made bad choices all back then but i didnt ... i got fucked from mt.gox to brussels and flanders-hickville in everything i tried, makes a person slightly a-pathic over time ...

BTC was the RIGHT choice, right ... clearly was ...
but well, i'm not gonna hang myself over it, when all else fails i can always go to the doc for drooling pills and apply for a nice seat in the psych ward and let the state do the paying :)

it did something to my sense of humour too i think .. i mean its not just financially its literally about EVERYTHING i tried over the last years, if not decade, that for some reason gets twisted by third party interference at a level where theres nothing i can do about it but, my decision's been made so long ago there's no alternative (as you heard me say here a few times) ... if i'm to be stuck in this hellhole then i might as well be already dead and just sit on my ass :))

your little ray of sunshine for the day ...