Haha... thank you very much for reading my reflections.... just a casual journal or introspection that I wanted to share. This is how I enjoy writing, though to many it seems overblown. Usually I make my writing much simpler so it is easily understood but I want to also share these honest impressions. I'm glad you agree that the choices are always available to us, even when they are challenging. It's up to us to take the next step...!