10.25.17

Okay, so to start.. I’am a random person.
Whatever comes to mind, I say it or write it. That’s me.

Past few days has been a little crappy, maybe I should say almost a year of crappiness. I’m happy i can say that but i can’t say it out loud like i really mean it, gets? Yes, i have been really thankful for all Gods graces. But problem with me is that I’am not contented, i wanted more (in a good way)
I want to be appreciated, to feel special. I want to be someone who people can depend on, I want to be treated as equal.

I dont know if me being uncontented is the problem or not.

When someone does good things to me, i’m always thankful.. when i do things or say things that are misunderstood or may have offended someone.. i apologize.. im a human. I make mistakes, but also a human that wants to be treated the same way..

I love being loved, especially i love showing people i love them. I’am very affectionate and caring.. also emotional.

So i get upset when i dont feel like being loved or when people dont value me.. but thats normal right?

Or how do i adjust that? When ppl just dont give a crap about you, should u just ignore them? (Esp your partner) ..