This is an awesome way of handling the stigma of we who prefer our own company, and select small circle of friends and family. I'm an introvert and largely anti-social empath, too. I prefer my two or three close friends, and now Jeff, (who is the opposite in that regard). I sat alone for years, read, wrote and listened to music, took long walks to the lake and near abouts. I struggled dating and trust few with my thoughts. I get anxiety, too. Depression hasn't visited in a long time, but I went through a terrible time as a young woman coming to peace with my abusive marriage and other equally enormous issues (eating disorder). Ive come through much stronger and accept my quirks and desire to sit home more than go out. I love writing, reading and art (though it has been on the back burner too long). All said, I love your story and applaud that you, too, are comfortable with your own skin. I'm happy you have a great marriage and wonderful kids, too!