This is in no way an attempt to garner any ground with anyone. I have acted absurdly and wish to apologize to @Baah
I know that this won't set right anything that I've said towards you; especially in the areas of calling out your integrity and your ethos. But I want to apologize for being antagonistic towards your replies. I set out to start discussions, and ended up entering a defensive state and thusly it spiraled into taking offense from your words.
Only after my moods calmed down did I realize that I'd been acting like a complete ass, and let the frustrations I hold towards myself then project upon your replies. It was way out of line for me to repeatedly call you disingenuous and to further antagonize you by questioning your ethical framework with the little information I'd been given.
Whatever happens next will be more self evaluation and self-reflections on my part to stop me from slipping into whatever implicit or explicit biases fill my conscious and subconscious regions.
Hopefully we can both move forward, and that I can grow a little more from this idiocy on my part.
And @lifeworship, I never intended to drag anyone else into whatever bullshittery I was doing, so this extends to you as well.