You must never leave the Steemit platform. Your post touched me because in many ways I also suffer from these extremes of emotion. Luckily I don't have the physical reactions. After reading your post on "Why I left Steemit, I can relate to that. I write from personal experience, if I get no votes or only a few simply means that the right people haven't seen my post or couldn't relate to it, I am not going to beat myself up about it. Thanks for sharing your experiences, for the many minnows on this platform the encouragement is often all we need to carry on.