Thank you for this well-articulated and easy-to-read yet radically honest post docdelux. It takes quite a journey of self-honesty and pushing oneself to be truly genuine to get to that line of questioning your own starting point behind "why" you do things. This point in particular is one that resonates with me as it is something I have personally had to walk through in my process as well. To consider that maybe it wasn't so much about other people not wanting to hear "the truth" or see "the light". Maybe it was about me having to be honest with myself and ask myself what my starting point was behind wanting people to hear and see in the first place and asking myself what I may not have been seeing or hearing.