so mine has the two types of narcissistic parents. and she's only one but has the two type. so early in the morning and i almost want to vomit with this new information!

i dont get that i need you or can't live without you words...
what i get is 'where are you, why aren't you home yet, its better you are home get some sleep, you haven't had dinner or lunch with me for a quite sometime, why are you spending so much time outside, can your friends help you, can they make you rich?!!!' and more and more and more ways to get me to just stay at home but work for a large company and be filthy rich!

and yes!!!!!, that speech of me being so ungrateful and thats the reason why i have never achieved so much because i was ungrateful!!!!
i get that so many ****** times!!!

yes and my sense of make up which is very simple, will look like i lack makeup, and when ive put in more, will look like, i've put soooooo much, and its not even appropriate anymore, blah blah blah, and frustrating (but sounds funny to others) because all she wanted was just to wipe my eyebrows a little bit so i don't like INDEPENDENT or STRONG WOMAN. whaaaat???!!! that was the 'too much'?!!!

all my achievements or whatever i am working on to achieve, should be because it was her idea or she's included in the process or at least her words of wisdom which is never words of wisdom but always to discourage you from being in it, and never mind getting to the finish line!
especially if she's not into what you want.

insults day and night plus every meal!

and then she wonders why im not around?!!!!

sometimes i want to so badly get married and so that i can just get away from this house.
its so realistic and practical and that i don't have to explain myself, because im getting married.

but then, she'll ask, does he have money for both of u, can he offer everything ive offered you, that guy looks so naive and young or immature for you, looks like he can't or doesn't have potential to earn money, and the list of judgemental ways goes on!

im so tired.
i like songs 'in the end' by linkin park.