Responsibility seems to be the kicks reality gives back from our actions, like a retro-action that gives us some kind of sense of right and wrong.
Every wrong thing we made always come back to haunt us for life like a non-being (not based in love or spirit) while our "being" give back the White Light of self-recognition and cosmic fulfillment.
"House in Order" is a degree of self-knowledge to reduce anxiety, until we discover that it resides in the denial of remembering what was traumatic to us, done by our educators (mother, father, teachers, bullies, etc.) and because we are not conscious of it we keep repeating it.
One of the best things we can do in our life is trying to remember everything we felt as bad actions made to us, and eternally keep it in our consciousness, like some kind of head police that is vigilant so that we don't repeat those patterns in the people of our life ( kids, relatives, and friends).
The worst bullies and the ones that have been more bullied (by parents or school) - the theory of envy of Freud - When you submit to power, your dream is to have the same power to do it worst.
This is not applied to everybody, because sensitive people suffer pressure and pain, but their human compassion, stop the pattern by understanding why the others were bullying.
(A bully is always very afraid and he wants to create fear, and he is a sadistic reflecting an authoritarian or a punishing mother or father.)
Self-comprehension and consequently of the others is the best self-healing of our spiritual life.
Some people die in peace because they have dug and accepted themselves, and some are restlessly showing the exact behaviors of the parents around them before they were 3 years old because they couldn't get rid of them.
Aldous Huxley before dying took 250mg of pure mescalin and died with a big smile on his face, but in the week preceding he gave orders to the servants, to tell the people visiting him, that he couldn't receive them because the master was busy preparing his death.
As death is Fate, I think it's necessary to accept it as a natural fact of life that we can't deal with.
Hell is dying in fire agony for our "sins". hehe
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