Luckily for me, I've never managed to build the past that would strangle me :D

Only very, very few people have this privilege in life dear @alexs1320, and I am pleased to hear you are one of them. Of course, there are so many factors at play here (right environment, personality etc...), and one of them is, indeed, your 'mind/chess' mind :)

Thank you so much for taking the time to read and leave a nice comment.
All the best to you !