Insane 4-aco-dmt Experience!!!!
For those of you who are not familiar with 4-aco-dmt, I'll give you a quick rundown of what we are talking about. 4-aco-dmt is referred to as a research chemical. This essentially means that is sold to conduct research with, and of course NOT to ingest. It is believed to be a prodrug for psilocin. So, the experience is quite similar to magic mushrooms which contain psilocybin. The substance is a off-white powder that is measured in mg's.
A common dose would be from around 15 mg to 20 mg, anything over that would be considered strong to heavy.
This is not a full, detailed trip report, but rather am overview of what I experienced and why it was one of the craziest experiences of my life.
The night this occured, I planned to realllly dive deep into the murky psychedelic waters. Here is where I really messed up bad. Never, I repeat NEVER, try to eyeball a substance that is active at such low amounts (i.e. the difference between 20 mg and 25 mg is substantial). I eyed what I at the time thought was 20 mg, and I mixed it in with OJ and drank it. About 40 minutes later I started to feel very sedated.
Colors started to brighten, and they started to melt into this smeared paint effect. I felt pretty euphoric, but I wanted to go deeper. So, in my idiotic fashion, I eyed what I thought was another 20 mg, and took it. I felt about the same as I had before, until about an hour later.
At this time, I was using adderall off and on for school, and I took one that morning. I figured it wouldnt interact. Well about an hour after the second dose, I felt very very hot and my heart was racing. I mean it felt like my blood was boiling and I was convinced I was going to die. I dont know if it was the amphetamine earlier in the day or some freak thing ( by the way, I have done it several times after this and this did not occur again).
All of a sudden though, my fever broke. I cooled down quickly and suddenly I was blissful. I mean I was crying I was so happy. I turned on some alt-J and soundgarden and had amazing CEV's. Then, something really weird happened. I have been with my girlfriend for a few years now, and I was contemplating if I could see myself with her for the long haul. But, my visuals quickly morphed into me seeing my girlfriend and I at the hospital for the birth of our kids. I know this is crazy, but man it was so real.
This lasted another 2 hours, then I was actually able to fall asleep. All in all, it was the scariest and most euphoric thing I have ever experienced. I dont know if what I experienced was an ego death, but this trip really set me straight. Thank you all for reading.
Cheers!
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STOPI've tried 4-aco-dmt with my friend a while ago and did nitrous at the comedown. The visuals made it seem like everything was folding.
If it makes you feel any better, I thought I was going to have a heart attack while on this stuff. Turns out it was just heartburn lol.
Good story by the way! Keep it up.
The very first time I took 4-aco-dmt, it was a very small amount of powder I licked off my palm, maybe 1 mg? I then went to bed, and felt myself melting into my bed and my pillow. It felt so great I had a huge grin on my face and was trying not to laugh. A few minutes later it faded and I became restless, so I smoked some weed to help me sleep.
On two occasions, I did roughly 30 mg (didn't have a scale, so divided what I had into piles that looked about equal. I probably should have sat and meditated, but I did this with friends and we just hung out. The first time, my friends were tripping pretty hard, and I was blank, peaceful, and empty. Colors were a little enhanced. We smoked some weed and then the visuals started kicking in, and my thoughts got kind of trippy but the weed also brought some anxiety and made me self-conscious. It wasn't very euphoric.
The second time, again with friends, I was already high when we took it. I entered that blank empty state again, not caring to think or do anything. Just sat there and stared at the trees. Visuals were mild, enhanced detail and color in the leaves and the grass. If I stared at one spot for long enough, everything would start fading to grey. At one point I forgot to blink for a couple minutes until I noticed my eyes burning. This one wasn't euphoric at all, but not a bad trip either. Just not what I'd hoped for. Meanwhile, my friends were having a great time.
The last time I did, it was a little powder left in the bag after the previous two trips. Somewhere between 5-15 mg, probably. It put me in a pleasant meditative state, with a clear and coherent mind. I worked on some music and the ideas just flowed. It was beautiful and the music turned out great. This made me realize how powerful meditation could be, and since then I always meditate before working on music. It works. Having a clear mind is what allows the creativity to shine through.
Interesting stuff, and while I haven't done mushrooms, I've read about them, and these experiences weren't anything like how I expect mushrooms to feel. Maybe I should have tried a larger dose, or taken it alone in nature to introspect and meditate.