Am i racist??

Why is it the people that care are shunned and like most shit upon? I'm seen as racist for looking after our own British born kids and some adults ,LOOK AFTER YOUR OWN ,we are in the worst state ever since we opened up the flood gates to other fuckin countries ,now there is something in the fact I've never had to look after a foreign child or have I ever seen a foreign homeless person they all been English and alot have been ex forces ,which I have to say most ex army have been more concerned about me and my kids welfare I posted a while ago about an ex army offering me water to drink because it was a scorching hot day ,it's doing me fucking head in I will look after the ENGLISH till my dying day but I should not have to our own country should look after their own rather than some cunt who just want our benefits and NHS to hand