Yes, it is bearable. It was quite relieving actually, that is why I couldn't describe it. These are feelings I've carried for many many years, especially about personal things, values that are not recognized by others. This also makes me think about our over-consumption, how we all are little bubbles that will burst eventually (did you get that), but we act like we never will. It gave me much to feel, but it is as I said relieving. It has been much to bear as a child, these thoughts. Great to get them free!