Stardate 2.3.20 Poem

guru exists inside

external guides may point to the eternal soul truth

tho ultimately it is soul guru who sez
CHANGE, bitch

take the motherfucking leap

external circumstances reverberate the angel cry of insides
I'm grateful for the interface, the physical being embodying the way
even though sometimes I wish it to be easier, a few degrees more delicate

but do I ACTUALLY want it to be delicate?
(I have little need for "nice")

or do I just wish for the easy way
so I don't have to take responsibility for the work, the duty??

the right way doesn't mean the easy way, that lesson already learned...or so i thought...

I have free will, so I COULD keep ignoring the hurricane wings fluttering inside

could pretend, delude away all the externalities that confirm yes indeed it IS so...

but when the Universe answers unspoken prayers,
do I really have the option to say "no thanks I'm not ready"
OR "I asked for blue and THIS is pink, so I demand a refund"
???

Yeah I have choice
but karma is real
and to ignore truth comes with repurcussions

so on I go

I asked for adventure

leaping into the great unknown

on 3...2...1...














✨💛✨ Sara!