Very deep poem. To fear the negative feelings and the melancholia which sometimes, in some cases, inevitably come hand-in-hand with love is normal, yet to realise the toxicity of that kind of love and thus decide to let go and not continue to hurt yourself is a hard thing to do - but it is, not the only, but one of the most effective ways to rid your life of this negativity you despise. I really enjoyed this poem! Well done, and thank you for sharing.

PS: If you are interested and have some spare time, I have some poetry on my blog too. :)