Oh, Lazarus, the fact that you see such deep meaning in my words pleases me, for English is my second language (I started seriously learning it when I was 20 or so), and it takes a lot of thinking to not end up sounding like a five year old )))) ahaha, it might seem odd, but I worry a lot about my grammatical errors, feel the need to show my stuff to natives before posting.
I really aprecciate you seeing it deeper than just being about a personal tragedy!