Alive. (Poetry)

I just want to make this clear so I won't say it again.
I hate everything about you, even (especially) the way you smell.

I hate seeing you come near me,
I hate having you inside me,
I would prefer to drop dead
than continue living like this.

So please leave, please let me be,
Damn, let me be! Get out of me!

Leave me alone with my mind,
my things, my goods,
my sins, my... life!
Stop trying to control my... everything!

Stop leaving me no choice!
Stop leaving me no choice!
Stop leaving me no choice!

I can have no joy, I can see no light,
I can't find a reason to remain alive.
I can't stand a day nor endure a night,
I can't find a reason to remain alive!

I can't find
a reason
to remain
alive...

I can't find a reason
to remain