This is so lovely and sad. I'm glad to know you are turning some of that inner fire and angst into art. It's a beautiful outlet. Just keep breathing, my friend. You have more support and love than you know. Ultimately, we each walk our journey alone, and it's in that space that we must either live in torment or find peace.
So true, everything you said. "Finding peace" is my life mission at this point. Lots of ghosts to banish, but I'll get there. Thank you.