I view a sleepwalker as a sleepwalker, I do not know what else to think about it except to remember when I was sleepwalking. To be truthful I cannot ever remember feeling comfortable, I have always known there was a serious lack of balance. At the same time I was clueless to what was weighting me down so I just crashed through life until one day I was finally brought to my knees and began the journey to now. I do not have any problem with how long it took to begin to see there was something askew and I could choose to head in another direction, I like viewing the preparation stage from that perspective. Fatigue takes a toll and I am feeling fatigued regardless that a change in direction has been made. Could be I am just bothered by the direction our world is headed in general and am concerned with the correction that natural law is certain to direct. Natural law will always prevail, of that I have no doubt. In the meantime I will work to keep my ego in check, express my concern for all, and ring bells when I see need to wake up those on the fringe who would respond to a little noise. I feel responsible to do as much as I have the ability to do without imposing my values on anyone. Something along the lines of "call it by its real name." We are entering a Grand Solar Minimum lahvista, as if the threats posed by the many scoundrels in positions of power and authority do not give cause for concern enough, nature is throwing an unhittable curve also. Temperatures will drop for the next few years and geologic activity will increase dramatically. Prepare as best you can, this is not a drill. In this view we may not be like-minded, just saying what I am certain to be true. Sunflowers are very cool indeed. Best.