You depict here the struggle we all share during such times. Hope is all we really have to cling to. It is the light that guides us through such dark thoughts.
I'm glad you finished this the way you did. It shows inner strength. You, your grandmother and your family are in my thoughts. <3
Being on Steemit and discord has improved me as a person. One thing I struggle with is loss and the sadness/fear that accompanies it. You guys have taught me to have faith, to hope, and to overcome... Much love to my peeps!