I realize that i am not enough
And my heart felt horrible
When you let your self build
Build another rainbow to another guy

You're with your new and better
Only a friend of mine but bestfriend of yours
Can't blame friendship broke itself
And relationship takes place

I felt sorry for myself
Cause i am not destined to be your friend enough
But the question is, do you felt sorry to yourself?
Yes, no! your just chasing your happiness

For all the memories we treasured
All of it forgotten in just one blink
I hate that i miss you, I love you
But if happiness is him, I am happy for you***

About the Poem

I wrote this poem last February 2017. When me and my close friend fought. I made this poem, perhaps a letter for her. I expressed my feelings and thoughts about her having another bestfriend. We were so close when another guy came to her life. I felt horrible and felt that I wasn't a friend enough.

Well, that fight was tough though but as what I have stated in the last part of the poem. I learn to accept the fact that I was her bestfriend and her "bestfriend she calls was actually the love of her life. Recently they celebrated their 1 year anniversary for their relationship. I love seeing them both happy.

Friendship had thought me well. I learned that we have to support and let out friends fulfill their happiness (with limitations) as much as I wanted them to do the same for me. Acceptance is really important. If you don't know how to accept the reality then you can't be happy with that.

Ps. Her name is Niña Mae Alolor and is part of Boang me fam.

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@carlitojoshua.