well I hope it didn't arise out of actual physical abuse. I obviously don't know you very well but the little bit I do know about you leads me to believe that you are pretty awesome. It can be pretty scary to think about change but sometimes it is scarier to think about things not changing. I hope you do what is right for you.
Much love - Carl
Wise words wise man. Worry not about me. I am learning how to do the right next thing-