You are so right Ethan. You will make it your life and be successful at it. You have a gift of expression and a boundless inner depth that can be used to create wonderful poems and adventures. You have been given a gift of talent so cherish it and create something special. Also know that with time, age and experience you will grow during this journey and become something special! With age, I too feel like I've become more real and whole. I know you will too in time. I am proud of you! :D