And I feel like I do it for the first time.

This line is a bit awkward, you might try to find another way to say this. I think you could say something like. It feels like the first time I've done it or I feel like a stranger here. There are a number of other ways, I understand that English is not your first language oh, so I'm just trying to be helpful. Let me know if I've overstepped my boundaries. It's been nice seeing you on the Discord Channel.