Same, same. Drops can be crazy good and it's tempting to open them but could mean the end. After a while, I identified all but because the curses meant like nothing 4-5 times, I got brave and ran into something that kept me in one place till they killed me. I pressed Alt+F4 when I was alive, logged in and saw that it's over. It seems not even closing the game could get me out of that situation.