I am afraid of that too. Quite weird given that i took planes dozens and dozens times through my whole life Ahah. But i don't know, i guess whether you are pilot or a passenger it's rewarding in its own way. Ultimately, it's well worth the infinitesimally small risk and one shan't give in to anxiety given that it would mean precluding oneself of so many positive opportunities (check my post on anxiety if you'd like!)