Edit: 'Yes, Sarah, you're in a hospital. Do you know why you're here?'
I nod, then shake my head. They speak always of 'knowing' things they cannot know. And he waits. They always wait until they get what they want.?????????
'Do you know the reason?' he says slowly, clearly, as if he knows about 'reason'. I know that in some dark places there is no reason. No will. No resistance. No me. Just weak arms and legs. ????? I tell the man what he wants to hear. 'yes doctor I am feeling better.'
'You've been here a long time now Sarah. Would you like to leave here one day?' I nod then shake my head.
'Yes doctor I am feeling better.'