I believe (like most people) that this life is temporary, but I find that instead of looking at life like I should be detached from it instead I want to soak up my perception. I'm aware that it is often just my perception, but isn't it lovely that it is just mine? In the afterlife I'm sure existence will be so much more wide open, I think I will just enjoy my little narrow view for now. Is it backward thinking? That is an unanswerable question. :)
Sometimes I'm afraid I might get lost in my own thoughts and after awhile (few years) realize I was wrong. I believe there is right and wrong and I'm responsible for what I do. Probably sometimes I overthink, but I have seen "good" peoople doing it (what ever "it" may be) wrong with confidence. Just because nobody told them "looks like you're doing it wrong". At least make them doubt what they're doing.
Anyway, I don't know... 😅
It is a slippery slope deciding that you value your own perspective, but also recognizing right from wrong. I suppose that's where a really crazy person goes wrong, in thinking their perspective absolutely right but not remembering to also evaluate what is truly wrong. Or at least defining "wrong" in advance. I've used the word "wrong" in every one of those sentences. That was probably a
poor"wrong" vocabulary choice. Now I've started a "wrong" trend and I just can't stop ;)