RE: Diaries of an addict #6 - Wasn't fun
Does it mean I'm normal?
Normal is as normal does. I think you bring a special quality to the table. Your words echo till I understand them fully. You keep me musing about all our spirits here and how they would love for all us here to mingle happily in a family of brothers and sisters without money troubles.
Your spirit is very bright. I know how this can make the soul feel extra dark sometimes. This creates the Dark Night of the Soul every Lover of the Beloved must go through.
Know my thoughts are with you while you travel (they were also when I was not here: some people, it is only normal, you simply remember fondly).
I am not gone yet, but I am not sure what your closing sentence means, is it a (highly philosophical/metaphysical) rhetorical question or a request? To both I could answer affirmatively if with different explanations.
Will wait patiently till you are in the mood for your next post.
Usually I don't try to be normal (or special) but in a sense, I think I'm too normal, unlike everybody else, so I'm special. (Is this world based on paradoxes or my point of view is still not correct?)
It feels good to hear these nice words from you, it makes me happy, sometimes it encourages me but it also makes me sad after all that, because I know I should leave them behind and go further.
Fortunately (or unfortunately?) we still live, but unlike steemit, which you can plan to leave at a specific time, and even come back later, this world is unpredictable and there's no way to plan your exit (and worse, many are afraid of even talking about leaving it).
Honestly I didn't wanted to go that deep when I asked the question, but leaving steemit reminded me of our own death and nearly all the time happens without saying goodbye.
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