First question I asked myself deeply was this,

How does it feel to win through lying though, how does it feel to have such a conflict between one's results, and the process to get there

Lieing is a ‘system’ it develops as the lier grows. There are so many unimaginable practices that started up from a mere lie that seems too heavy to correct. I am speaking from the religious perspective now, some belief system that started on a falacy.