thank you so much 4 sharing this.

I feel your words are true, but also challenging. To formulate a "posit" as you say, you have to let things go to let the outcome get possible. This can be hard, especially when you are kinda a perfectionist and want the outcome to be perfect. You likely let things go and fall back into negative by not doing something being afraid it won't meet your expectations. Understanding this is the first step, but changing, is the second, much harder one. I think it helps to learn to think more with your heart than your head, its more subtile, though, but not that confusing.

But I also think there is no mistake, but just evolving.

Thanks again and wish you the best :)