Hello, I actually stumbled on your pose right before going to bed, realized it was to deep in my state of mind and upvoted remembering to comeback today to read it. I don't do the whole auto anything so investing the vote was my way of remembering.

I struggle with many of the things you say, despite knowing these things for many years. Forgiveness came to my attention years ago, and while I have worked on some of it, I really struggle with when it collides with loving what is. I find it a difficult bridge to cross when those who are to be forgiven continue to due and act in the ways I feel they need forgiven for. In some cases even amplifying the ways that seek to rob and intrude from myself and others. Not sure I will ever get this mastered honestly as there is only so many ways one can avoid the intent of others.

Thank you for sharing the lessons you have learned to lighten some of your burdens friend.