Thanks for reading me @drpuffnstuff. I heard the song, it's quite inspiring. I used to be very strict with my plans, when something went differently, I used to fall into depression and blame myself.

Some years ago I fell into the greatest depressive state I have experienced. I did not eat, I did not sleep, I just cried and concentrated on all the bad things that were happening to me. Now I realize that it was the best thing that could have happened to me. We are so afraid of changes and its so hard for us to understand that any change brings something better.