I find that terapeuts or so called specialists, that are underpaid and work just to survive will never help me...they only prescribe Ritalin to the sick and that is all.
But this is the paradox....because we nee specialist, or more exact plain people that can say:

• No you idiot that is wrong!
  In meditation I transformed miself into something else...and after many Years of practice...I can trully say that I am with "one leg into other world"
  ...
  But to explain this:
• here I am refering to perception...or the way I see reality.
  I was connected to a EEG or electroencephalogram, where the doctor discovered that my brain waves had to much delta wave present.
  Delta wave are present in deep sleep, meditation and olso coma.
  I dont mind sharing this...because this is proof that meditation...(I done other things as well) can transform you...
  But in the end...we still bleed red blood...and that makes all of us humans.
  @churdtzu I loved your post and excuse me if I wrote too much!
  Is just that I have pleanty to share about the matter...and even so I censorated myself...because...for theory you need to listen and for practice you need to practice.