Mhmmm, thank you for your vulnerability and your beautiful thoughts. This year I've also had a very long and drawn out, falling out with one of my long time best friends. It took me some time to accept that the cycle of our friendship has reached a point of needed rest and separation, but now I see and I'm so grateful for this shift, as I am seeing myself differently again. Also opening new space for new beautiful people to come into my life. I know this healing will emerge for you as well <3