hey @abdulmanna you came over and like my music not long back but your vote had no value and i can see that you are new like myself and I do not want to see other people struggling to work things out here. So because i am looking out for you and you just put your heart right out for everyone to see please feel welcome to watch this quick start video that I created 9 days back which will help you alot and remember as hard as it might be you need to let go of that past and that pain that you are hanging on to. Do not live this life looking for other people's approval. Stand in that mirror and start loving yourself and think of the value that you have to share and eventually the right people will show up. I know what heartache is like. My heart is still healing after losing my soul mate but today is the rest of your Life so stand up be strong be happy with who you are use what good you have and smile

https://steemit.com/education/@clivemartin/6zwuxf-how-to-get-started-in-steemit