So it looks like it's gonna be a few real busy months for me here this summer and I may not steem as regularly as I may want to (likely meaning I am aiming to steem more extensively than ever!)
Stepping it all up where the logical mind would claim it's not doable ;)
I have this beautiful take on the busy-ness ahead of me where I feel I may actually get more done and be super proud of myself as it happens. It's like getting with a period of over-demand and I want to face it with a smile, knowing that there is no way I am going back where I came from but taking the jump forward with all the pressures and discoveries that come with it...
More conscious matrix hours, a cosmic commitment and a plan
For a while I have been thinking and intuiting that a major change is coming my way. Things got to transform and I feel I finally know what that might look like and entail. And virtually when the decision was made, new avenues opened up instantly, a chance to work more hours in the matrix and already setting the deadline on when I will pull out completely, getting ready to hit the road with a few bucks in savings and a decently matured vision - throwing myself into the unknown.
It really feels like this wave of change is in the air everywhere in my friends' circle, I wonder if it's the same for all of you out there?
So while I may barely have time to sleep and eat between jobs these next months, I feel I want to take that chance up to steem as much as ever, writing articles on the train to work and polishing them up at night before I "hurry" to bed.
I feel I am ready for a last exaggerated matrix-leg of the old era and I want to tackle it with a smile, one day at a time, not thinking too much but rather executing every action one by one, and seeing the days go by as the outer transforms accordingly. I can't wait 'til fall and winter when I finally go out into the world again, what has been calling me for so long.
But for the time being, all my passions and heart projects will get cut back majorly in order to muster the energy and channel it into the matrix consciously. Know that I will not bail on this place and that I am really looking forward to coming out the other end of this transformative phase more mature and experienced than ever!
There are so many awesome things I want to do and because of that I can give the matrix my all for a few months with optimism and faith, finally knowing how it all comes together in profound trust. For that I am eternally thankful, and the universe is smiling upon me every day now as things shift and transform around me, taking me exactly where I need to be as I keep gaining momentum in tackling what is.
I feel my response to the universe is something I can be most proud of and I felt the need to share it with you all.
Exciting times on Earth, let's do it and see where it leads! Can't wait to tell you how it all turned out!