Well, am so glad that you are back at it!.
It is so sad to realize how much power we give people in our lives. We let them influence us and even change us or worse.. give up on ourselves for them... when we are all meant to be happy our own way!
You are super talented... and you love what you are doing... so. Please... never ever give up on it again! <3 no matter if it takes you far or not... you have to keep at it because you are good at it and passionate about it.

I for example... i am a songs writer ( not a good singer though) I love it so much I could mever ever give up... because music is my fuel.