You have so many people who love and respect you and give thanks to you for enhancing their lives and encouraging them to look deep within and without towards a better, deeper understanding of themselves and a compassion for all things.

I'm so sorry. Please forgive me.

I don't imagine you need forgiveness for a moment of vulnerability. I am so glad you felt nurtured and surrounded by a safe environment and group of people who allowed you to endure what you endured in a space that was supportive and respectful.
Everything you do is conveyed with all your heart and soul. Give yourself the forgiveness and unconditional love that you would so willingly offer a stranger. You are divine, you are beautiful you are deserving and you are exactly what and where you need to be. Trust yourself and trust your path. You have given me strength when I have been depleted, and I'm sure I'm not the only person here to testify to that. Don't be afraid to take from our shared energy, we are strongest and bravest at our most vulnerable moments. Humbled perhaps, but with that humility we can strip back that which is unessential and find that we possessed the purest self underneath all along.
Bless you my Brother.