Thank you for taking the time to write such an involved reply. I honestly didn't think I would get eyes on.
The purpose of this post (if i can even call it one) was to see if there was still some engagement, some people who cared. I fail to see the point in writing if there is no eyes to see.

I have made some changes in my life recently that will hopefully result in there being a netgain in my self worth. Quitting smoking {Albiet only a week ago} will free up funds and bring my health level up and hopefully my energy as well.

I need to focus on goal setting and remember that every journey starts with a single step, and each one taken is a victory in it of itself.

Thank you for taking the time to respond so eloquently, I will take pains in the morning to elaborate further. <3

You are appreciated.