My steem Journey

I have come here in steemit sience january 2019. I was not passing a good time with my financial side. I am still a student. On that time I saw a video on youtube..
By watching these videos, I was totally confused that is it possible to earn money from steemit or not...Then I tried to open a steem id, I did my first post in steemit.
I saw that some of the people voted me. That was a great time. I saw By their vote I earned some money. It was too little, but it was. I was encouraged by their votes. Than I tried to post again and I saw that My blog was earning though it was is "cent".
From that time I am continuously writing in steemit. Before I can't have much support, but I didn't stop.
I just tried to work. After coming newsteem I am getting some support, I don't know whatever is going to be in my future life or steem life.
I even don't have any idea that if in future I will go with steem or not.
I don't receive any money in my hand from steemit yet now.
I am very much upset and I am still passing my hard time. Hope good time will come today or tomorrow.

Fighting for my today's life. I dont want to be a rich man. But I want to lead a life in where I must have my pocket money everyday. I do not have to struggle for my everyday's pocket money.