sigh... I read your post and you wrote down the exact same thoughts I constantly have. I do not work any longer because of the migraines and I always ponder how I can turn something into money-work because I feel worthless without. But when I read 'my thoughts' written by you I again feel how wrong this is. As I know how valuable you are. Your post, your comments, your artworks everything helps me and enrichens my world. I am sure many others feel the same about you.
A world where the value of people is so tightly connected with money and work is sh** This world forgets all the emotional labour, all the connecting and creativity people bring into being without being paid for it or without their work being called officially a job.
(I hope I did not write too incongruent... )
And your recovery quilt is already wonderful! The design is bold and daring but also harmonious because of the colours and I love the phrase 'Pony club closed' :-D