Breaking the Silence §§§§ Reacquire My Fire

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Is it faux pas to put FB posts in a Steem post?.. don't care actually. Deal with it haha.

much love to you brother, I am so happy to read this and I can relate so much to what you have said. It has been such a testing time for you but oh so trans formative too. I look forward to what you bring forth and know that you got us all rooting for you ifrom all corners of the earth xxx

Thank you TLF, I can feel those ripples in my essence, and I am harnessing all the good vibes I recieve from everyone and everything. Bless everywhere.

So happy you are back and happy! Keep that flame burning and looking forward to what you will be bringing to the world!

I know what it is to have your eyes change from green to blue - mine do that too when your true nature is shining through - Keep on shining!

Thank you @Porters, and the flame is still burning bright. I am keeping my focus on that which is important to me, and slowly letting go of all that I need to at the right times... Everything in its due time, the right opportunities and people are coming forth in my strides. Bless everywhere.

From darkness, always light! Wonderful to see you feeling more positive. Love and light, always xx

Thank you RF, just had to accept my darkness as one with my light to find better balance in my soul. Never went that route before, but sure glad I did. It allowed me to release darkness away from me and absorb love from others that I wasn't previously. I feel great today too :-)

I don't know how I found this post, but it speaks to my past and present. Just over the last year, all of the bad things should have broken me, but they didn't and they won't break you either.

I have a t-shirt of a wolf with piercing blue eyes that I wear when things get rough. It helps to bring out that inner strength in me just when I need it the most.

I can say this. Looking back, the bad stuff that happened absolutely prevented even worse things from manifesting themselves into my life. But I was only able to see it looking back, not when I was in it. Know what I mean?

Because of that, I now have a different perspective on life than I ever did before. As George Harrison once said "All things must pass." And they will. Sending good thoughts your way. I would tell you to be strong, but you already are.

Thank you for your kind words and I can certainly relate. I have been through crazy trauma in my past in very similar ways and have achieved the same type of outlook looking back on those experiences many times... but this one is different and involves someone who, not only I care deeply about, but someone who has been committed to me for almost 7 years... so its not that easy to just let go of her, despite what my intuition may be telling me. I do fear that this may lead to a catastrophe i may have otherwise avoided if I just left, but sometimes I need to ask myself what is worth dealing with that... I think my staying with my partner may be worth the shit I have to deal with as a result... but at the same time, I need space, and need some time on my own without anyone. We are trying to figure out a healthy way to facilitate that for me while also trying to find a place for her to go during that time and being her being around people I trust. I know my soul needs space. At the end of that period, I know I will have a more clear understanding of what I have to do, and how to execute that. The bottom line is that I need to feel like I can be ok with what happened and still be with her, I cannot do that unless I get some time to myself.

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