Random late night ponderings

Often through his everyday life he finds himself day dreaming. Striving to be some type of action hero or living up to a boyhood dream probably deep rooted from video games. Nearing his thirties with a decent paying job with no direction in his life. Ambition seems to be burning by the hour down to the wick as each day passes. School feels awkward and out of place. Too old to date the females from community college and no real friends to hang out with on the weekends. Most of his free time is spent in online video games and collecting comics. An isolated existence from family. What went wrong for him. He feels alone but is unable to reach out. What would it take to change it all? He pondered for days but eventually those thoughts too pass. Sometimes change can come when you least expect it, other times it will never come at all, finally it can come when you force it. All three happened to him. Eventually, however.. laying in his bed with the glow of the screen staring back at him the thoughts and reflections of years passing glimmer in his mind. No matter what he has done or what has happened to him, just like everyone else you still have to face the thoughts at the end of the day. Some unhappy, some enlightened, and some completely delusional.