Besides the religious aspect of this comment i agree, dont let someone else dictate your success in life. If he hurts you there is a real problem and you need to seek refuge for you and your child. There are shelters for woman in your situation. They arent as scary as they seem and usually very friendly and nurturing. Escape is the only option to avoid being physically harmed. If thats what hes doing than he’s a total write off. Move on.