I so get it and understand. When you loose your love it changes your life so much. I can tell you are speaking personally of your life. It is helpful to sing and write about the pain. It is helpful and therapeutic to blog about your emotions on Steemit. I find it helps me. We cannot bring them back. But I am so grateful of what I had as you are too. Sometimes that emptiness is not filled or filled quickly. If I had more work and a woman who truly cared for me it may make a difference in my life. Until then we share the pain. Sorrow is our only friend and loneliness and anger visit us. You offer a good song. Keep it up.